Wednesday, July 13, 2011
A lot of things are really bothering me in my life. What should I do?
Hey im Dan im 18 years old i just graduated from High School. A lot of things have been bothering me lately. ah where do i start? first im not driving, dont even have my permit. I know its really embarassing but i've taken my permit test for about 6 times and i always fail. it seems like I never do anything right maybe because of my lack of confidence. Second, I wish i had more of a social life. I mean I have a few good friends but i hate the fact that im always the one to call them and to organize something. everytime I call them they always say that there busy and that we can hang out the next week but we never do. I think it also has to do with the fact that I dont drive and I always lie to my friends that I have my license. If I could drive and had my own car I can probably just drive to one of my friend's house and just hang out with them. I also dislike the fact that I live so far away from everyone, I live like in the opposite side of town that really annoys me. the only way that I can hang out with them is if i ride my bike but it broke. I also wish that I can start dating I feel like girls dont like me mainly because im shy and a litte unsure of myself. Third, I don't have a job, I have been applying for a job for the past year but no one is hiring. I have applied everywhere and I even follow up too but I always get rejected I dont know why. Last, Senior year was really tough for me cuz my dad lost his job and it really affected me and even affected my social life. I became depressed in school and stopped talking to a lot of people. a lot of teachers were concerned and asked what was wrong and even some friends asked why I was acting so weird. a lot of my friends started to tell me that i was becoming awkward and unsocial. My dad has been out of a job for about 6 months now and its really starting to get serious. i just hope things get better
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